Deja Vu.

It's been awhile since I have been this upset... A good few months, at least. It's amazing what a little bit of insanity will do to a person. (And I'm talking Albert Einstein position on insanity... Doing the same things over and over, expecting different results.) I'm tired of feeling this way... And it's not even me being the majority of the insanity this time! That's the messed up part.

Ugh! Just someone explain to me why the most worthless people are the ones that people cleave to... And don't give me any lines about having hope in humanity and giving people a leg up out a helping hand... It's bull sh* and if you knew the specifics of my situation you wouldn't wonder why.

#PerksofMyJob

I got to go to Baltimore. At least one full day of paid vacation, after I put in some elbow grease tonight. You know what I'm excited about? Going to see Edgar Allan Poe's grave.

Yes, seriously.

I am excited about going to see a concrete (limestone? marble? it's a mystery...) memorial to a man I've never known; a man whose work I have read; a man who, oddly enough, is played really well by John Cusack.

Also on the list of potentials are.... the World Trade Center, Inner Harbor, and pretty much anything cityscape wise I can see on the way.


Do I want to take a cab? No, not really... considering EAP's grave and the WTC are a mile apart.




I am regretting bringing my Chucks instead of my Aasics, though. Just saying.
*squee!!